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October 7, 2014

Life is good.

Dion is actually taking a nap today. Wow. He has been absolutely refusing to take naps during the day, I think it's just one of those phases that a toddler goes through. But he was laying on me and just fell asleep. He hasn't done that in months..and if you're a mom you know how amazing a feeling it is when your baby falls asleep on you. -Insert Sentimental Sentence here-
 I actually caught a picture of him on me and it pretty much sums up my life.




I have been so on it with filming and editing videos. I am so proud of myself lol Doesn't it feel good when you are productive and actually accomplish what you set out to do? Ahh, such a great feeling. I am excited to edit and post videos. I really love doing it and I am so glad that I decided to post that first awkward video two years ago. (Seriously awkward and so so painful to watch..haha)
It's so cool to be a part of an online community. I've even made a few YouTube Mommy friends. With every new subscriber I am more and more into it and motivated to put up even more videos.
I am hoping our channel becomes more and more successful.
Anyways...point is..




Mommy life is good..YouTube life is good. Life..is good.

September 18, 2014

I'm not ready.

  Well..potty training was..okay, I guess that first day. He pootied ( Let's just pretend that's a word) twice and then peed on the floor! Lol Such is life.. I'm not sure if he's ready but he was pretty cool with the whole sitting on the potty thing. He had Mommy's phone with the "Gang, Gang" which translates to Game lol (I have a PBS app that he watched videos on)  I'm not sure if I'm ready.
One: He's just growing up too fast for me..

Two: It is tiring and can be frustrating literally sitting him on the potty every five to ten minutes.
I'm not sure when I'm going to commit to it. I think I just have to suck it up and go for it. When? Is the question.

September 10, 2014

We start potty training tomorrow! I'm nervous but I think he's ready..Let's see how it goes.
 Cross your fingers!

..and your toes.

July 25, 2014

Thinking while he sleeps?!
Don't mind the stain on the bed. It's nail polish lol


July 20, 2014

Back to being "Mommy"..

I am feeling very relaxed and 99 percent better than the past 2-3 weeks. I have been really stressed out and frustrated. Everything was just snowballing and it was just...
I am feeling much better. My mom (love that woman) had Dion for the weekend which helped me out a ton. Ahhh! *Sigh* Richard and I had a great weekend talking, watching Netflix and just being a couple. If you're a parent you know how it can be getting caught up in being Mommy and Daddy. Almost just going through the motions not really focusing on the fact that you are still people. Still Richard and Deanna, not just Dion's parents. As much as I love my baby boy it is still just as important to take care of me. Glad I had a weekend to do just that.

July 1, 2014

June Favorites!

I absolutely love Dion's new babbling thing. It's the cutest thing ever that he thinks he's saying actual words. Some Balloons-"someboomboom" Tickle-"tekoiiii" Haha! so adorable. I can't even take it.

June 24, 2014

  Being a mom to a toddler is great..but then other times..Sheesh it can kick you right in the butt. I love my baby boy to death-don't get me wrong at all-
 but, some days It can make you want to run for the hills.
  We are at this stage now where he wants things but can't fully communicate to me what exactly it is. It's super frustrating for the both of us. Mommy just had a long, tough day. I am pooped.

April 25, 2014

Little Bookworm

Lately I just find myself staring at Dion in awe. It's crazy to think that this time last year he couldn't even sit or barely hold his head up. Now he is walking, and trying to talk. He's so smart and learns new things every day. Mommy's little bookworm. I'll just find him in a corner with his books pointing and babbling. "Na na. Na" (Banana) "Baa" (Ball) "Saaa" (Sock) " He just amazes me. I think (not just saying this because he's my son lol) that he is really smart for his age. He talks non stop. It's the cutest thing and I'm so proud.

February 25, 2014

EPIC BATTLE! -2/22/14- Itsddbabie Vlog

Kidney: FOR SALE..

Where have I been?..
In Mommy Oblivion.
I totally forgot about blogging. Whoopsy. Gotta get back into the swing of things over here. It's not like anyone reads this. Mostly it's just for me but maybe one day I'll have some followin) over on the good ol' blog-a'sphere.
So what's been goin' on..let's see. Dion turned ONE! And has been driving me nuts. Haha. He's walking now and is in everything. The garbage, the toilet paper: EVERYTHING! I'll be doing an update soon on that crazy butt. Besides that, we're getting everything figured out on this moving situation. Can't live with his parents forever but it seems like I'll have to sell my left kidney to afford to live on our own. Ha. Kiddin'..maybe. No. Just kiddin', although you only need one to function right. . .

I should look into that..

December 10, 2013

Teether Fever!

  I'm so glad that Dion is feeling better. During the weekend my poor buddy had a fever. We woke up Saturday at 4 AM to a crying baby D and he was burning up. We gave him tylenol and took his temperature and it was 104.1!!! It slowly dropped down to 99.9 in about an hour..Then he went to sleep and all was well.
  That night Dion went to sleep with Grandma over at her house so we could get some extra sleep. Sunday at 4 AM (4 must be his favorite number or something..haha) We got a phone call from Grandma that he had a fever of 102.4. He was crying non-stop and acting groggy and not his silly, smiley self.So to the E.R we went..

   Everything was fine..well if you ask Dion he'd probably babble a story of mean ladies sticking things up his butt! They checked his ears and throat for any infection and ruled that out. They took his temperature twice..which went from 101.7 to 98.7 with Infant Motrin. Turns out it was just his teething and the directions on the Infant Tylenol were confusing and had us giving him the wrong dosage of medicine. We decided to switch him to Motrin which has faster relief for him.
  
   So glad and thankful that nothing was wrong. Just your regular ol' teething- of three teeth at one time. Two of his teeth finished coming in on Monday and he has one more to go. 7 almost..8 teeth down!

December 1, 2013

I discovered that Dion has 3 teeth coming in at once..no wonder he's been so sleepy & cranky. Poor buddy.

November 24, 2013

2 More..

I have a crank monster on the loose. This boy is teething again. You guys know how that was last time and the time before that- horrible. And he hasn't been sleeping well either. Ahh! Hopefully these top teeth come out fast! Why does the universe decide to give him two teeth at once though..oh well. He will be drugged up on tylenol & orajel until those bad boys decide to make an apperance. For the mean time I have to muster up all the patience I've got!

Wish me luck! ☆

The Controversial Parenting TAG!

November 12, 2013

Playing & Spinning!

It is so much fun playing with my little man. His little personality is coming alive! It's amazing to watch him grow & learn new things. I cannot believe he's going to be a year old!! WHERE DOES THE TIME GO!?!






November 5, 2013

Cranky Baby.

  How cranky is a teething baby you ask?..Very much so. He was cranky enough when it was one tooth now he has two coming in at once. Almost five in total. Two on the top three on the bottom.
   All he wants to do is sleep and when he's not sleeping he's crying. We also think he might have an ear infection. He's been pulling and grabbing at his left ear for about a week now so I wouldn't be surprised. He has a doctors appointment later today so we'll see what the diagnosis is. And we'll also see how much more cranky he is after 3 shots :( Poor baby.

October 27, 2013

Happy 9 Months!


This boy wouldn't stay still long enough to get a good 9 month birthday hat picture! haha..but it's okay :) 
He still looks cute and happy eating up his hat. 
Shoot..You try getting a 9 month old to sit long enough to get a decent picture. Next to impossible. 

October 23, 2013

The beast!

   Dion definitely has Mommy's crazy hair. Haha..naturally curly-frizzy. Without product his hair is just like mine. A little crazy and hard to maintain. He gets some serious Bob Marley dreads in the back lol. Last week I had to cut the knotty hairs in the back of his head..then I went in with scissors a couple of hours ago after it knotted (or should I say dreaded back up) and cut it really short. Richard wanted to kill me btw because he is anti-haircut for his little man. (Yes. His eyes did roll when he saw me snipping away; sorry daddy it had to be done.)
    As you can see in the right side of the picture with product in it- his hair looks super cute and curly. It takes a lot to tame the beast that is Dion's hair.


 I use 3 main products on Baby D's hair. All Johnson's products (No, not biased..just cheap lol) While he's in the bath we use the regular ol' Johnson's shampoo.When he's done Splashin' I then put the detangling spray on 'the beast' and comb out the knots. Next step is mixing the baby oil gel with the leave in conditioner and applying that to his hair. Brush the back down, fluff up the curls in the front and Voila'! Done! ( until he takes a nap and messes it all up that is..)


October 7, 2013

Aquaphor IS my new bff.

Dion's ezcema is pretty much gone! THANK YOU AQUAPHOR! It flared up a bit worse before it got better(..this boy would not stop rubbing his eyes!) But it is pretty much gone. Yay!
Sidenote: Aquaphor makes your lips super soft lol- Mommy's out there.

October 2, 2013

Eczema is not my friend.

  Waking up at 2 AM to a very cranky Dion is as not fun as it gets. He has a rashy bumpy dry something going on around his eyes, ocassionally on his forehead and other random places. The doctor said to keep it mosturized and to keep him from scratching ( which is nearly impossible). He woke up crying and fussing. Nothing would soothe him. We tried putting him back to sleep, I put some vaseline on his eyes, we even tried standing up and rocking him. Nothing worked!! He was just so irritable, rubbing his eyes. After an hour and a half of crying his head off he finally fell asleep in Richards arms ( at 3:45!!!) We ended up just putting him to sleep in the bed with us.Day by day it's getting worse..poor guy.
   After work Richard is going to get some aquaphor creme like the Dr. Recommended. I really hope this helps. I hate to see D so upset.

September 22, 2013

Two teeth!!

Mr. Dion seems to not want formula much anymore. Even after waking up he doesn't finish his bottle. What's up with that?! It's kind of good though because formula is expensive ( why oh why didn't I give him the boob? Haha!) He also wants to feed himself. Yay! But at the same time he doesn't want me to feed him. Aww :/ But he is growing up and wanting to be more dependent. He has his two bottom teeth and now he's chompin' away! He loves his Gerber puff snacks like crazy and would probably eat them all day if we let him. (Fatty). Maybe i'll just take his lead and give him bottles just at night..we'll see how this goes.

September 9, 2013

Bittersweet.

I cannot believe how big D is getting. He is all over the stinkin' place and his second tooth is breaking through?..what the heck!? Where did time go?..He's going to e eight months in two weeks. I cannot believe this. I love that he's growing and becoming a big boy but soon he'll be walking and then he won't be a big boy anymore :( My babbyyyy!

September 4, 2013

Playpen Explorin'!


Baby D is all over his playpen! We finally lowered it because he was starting to pull up on the sides and he loves to explore in it now. He especially likes to lick the mesh sides! haha Crazy boy!



I'm so excited because we're buying a real crib this weekend! 
We already picked it out now we just have to order it! :) 

Itsddbabie: Welcome to our channel! :)

September 3, 2013

Out of whack! - Crazy Hormones!

  I'm having some serious post baby problems!! Lol. My face is breaking out, I'm losing hair and I've gained 25 pounds since having Dion. I just got my period after it being 2 months late. ( no seriously..my last period was June 22nd.) I need to get myself together! I cannot wait until we get settled in Massachusetts. Schedules dinners, healthier meals and Insanity. ( no..I am not tryna kill myself lol) Richard and I are ready for a healthier lifestyle. We have to get prepared to chase after Dion in a few months. :)
  I know I can't control some of these changes and my hormones are probably still out of whack but this part of mommyhood is so--Whack! Haha. It's all worth it for my chunky butt though and I'd do it all over in a heartbeat.

August 25, 2013

Half a tooth!!

Dion was the crankiest he's ever been yesterday :( Poor baby was just crying and crying through out the whole day. We just kept giving him baby orajel and that would soothe him for about 10 minutes and then he'd start crying again. I'm not even gonna get into details about why Richard and I both got numb tongues from trying out his orajel ....

Anywaysss let's just proceed on from that...haha.

We woke up this morning and Dion's tooth cut through!! :) It's just above his gums and it's so cute. Our baby is growing up :')

August 23, 2013

Our baby boy is growing up so much. :') sittting,crawling, and talking away. What a big boy.

August 7, 2013

Cranky Pants!

All Dion wants to do is sleep! He's been so cranky too. Yesterday he was crying so much more than normal and he took like 5 naps instead of 3. We put him down at like 10:30 and he slept through the night until like 10 this morning and went right back to sleep an hour later. He never does that! Poor baby. I think he might have a tooth cutting through.
Let me take advantage of him sleeping and take a nap myself. See ya! :)

July 31, 2013

Dion's 6 Month Update!

Twinkle Think!

Dion's sleep schedule is driving me crazyyyy! ●_● One day he sleeps from 9 pm to 11 am, the next day 1 am to 6 am?! What is going on with this boy. I'm so confused! We don't know what to do! I need to figure out how to get him to bed at the same time every night without him crying his lungs out..hmmm..Twinkle think..haha (Abbey's flying fairy school on Sesame Street) SOMEONE HELP!

July 14, 2013

Big boys & Beloved Boppies !

Our man man has been putting himself to sleep. Seems like he prefers that now..The only time he crys a lot is when he's hungry or tired and when he crys a lot we just put him down and he falls right asleep. Our big boy is becoming independent already. Haha, Wow. He also kept rolling over when he was sleeping and that would wake him up. We found a solution for that..we just put the Boppy on the side that he rolls over to and that has stopped it. 
Yay for boppies lol. Seriously that thing is a lifesaver! 


July 7, 2013

Teething 101!

LADIES LOVE COOL DION!

Dion is such a social boy. Haha..We've been taking him out around big groups of people lately. The first time he was crying and fussing every time someone came near or tried holding him but the next time he was fine, smiling and laughing. And he's a big flirt!
 Mommy has to keep him away from the girls! Lol

July 3, 2013

Flyin' Poop!

Dion decided to projectile poop on me last night. How gross! On my shirt, himself and all over the bed. I didn't know poop could fly. Wow... Haha!

July 2, 2013

Dion has been sleeping 9 to 10 hours every night. The only thing is that he goes to sleep at weird times..We need a schedule for this boy ASAP! At least he's letting mommy and daddy sleep though :)

June 27, 2013

APPLES & BANANA!

Dion has been enjoying his solids! We started him with bananas 2 weeks ago and he ate them right up! He's also had sweet potato, pears, and carrots. The carrots don't seem to be sitting well..We think they were making his tummy hurt. Since giving him the carrots he's been extra extra fussy..screaming his head off-he poops and then he's fine. We're going to try something new today and we'll see how he acts today. Hopefully he doesn't act like he's been the past 2 days and if he does later tonight after the carrots are out of his system then I guess he's just cranky and going through a phase or something. Let's hope for the best! :) A calm baby would be nice..especially on daddy's day off.

June 18, 2013

My mantra

For the past 2 days around 9 o' clock Dion has been fussing and crying for hours on and off. He seems cranky and Richard and I think it's his teeth. He grabs our hands and puts our fingers in his mouth. He gnaws on them and it hurts! I felt around his gums earlier and I think I felt something. I'm pretty sure that's not where baby's should get their first teeth lol Top left not in the middle..poor buddy. Tylenol, teething tablets and patience...Tylenol,teething tablets and patience.
 My mantra until this tooth cuts through.

June 17, 2013

Silly billy! :P

Dion's personality is definitely coming through. It's so cute to watch. He cracks up and smiles so big (especially at daddy). He is so silly already. I love my boy. Cannot believe how big he's getting- I'm amazed. I knew they grow fast but this is insane! Trying to savor every moment.

Dion eats baby food!

June 13, 2013

I love my boys!

    I remember one night when I was 8 months pregnant, Richard and I were having a conversation about what it was going to be like when the baby came. "We're going to be talking a lot of baby talk." Richard replies "I'm not going to do that." I told him "Yeah, ok..we'll see about that one."
   I told him he would! Haha. Sitting here watching him with Dion touches my heart. Nothing but baby talk for him these days. Dion is wrapped around daddy's finger and it's the cutest thing ever.

June 12, 2013

Dion likes to play by just laying down with his blankets over his head kicking his legs and laughing. Is my boy weird or what?..haha!

June 11, 2013

Being a stay at home mom..

  I am so happy to be a Mommy. I speak for all mom's (I think..) when I say we have the best job in the world. Being a stay at home mom is a dream come true for me. Being able to spend everyday with Dion..watching him grow and do new things everyday is truly amazing.
   I love my son..of course I do but let's keep it real- some days are exhausting. He's sleeping great and most of the times, he's a good boy but sometimes "me time" is very much needed for us moms. It can be hard to not get time to yourself..taking that time is sacred and special to me because it doesn't happen too often. As much as I love being A mom I don't want that to be all that I am..( if that makes any sense) I still want to be my own woman. A woman that is also a stay at home mom.

Peek-a-boo Solo style

Dion is such a little weirdo. He's been putting himself to sleep sometimes. I put him on his back and stuff sheets behind his back so he's more on his side and he puts his blanket over his face, then takes it off, puts it on..over and over until he falls asleep. Haha! It's the funniest weirdest thing..looks like he's playing peek-a-boo by himself. Lol

May 31, 2013

Dion is starting to PLAY! And look at his hair! It's curling up! :D


Dion has been doing better with his schedule. I've been trying to keep him up longer periods and have him take a nap at 12, 3 and then at like 7. It's been working pretty good so far. He sleeps through the night, most nights. The cereal in his formula REALLY helps. The doctors recommend not introducing rice until 6 months  but we decided to start him at 3 and a half months instead. He seemed still hungry. He's drinking 5-6 ounces now and without cereal he's going 4 or 5 hours without eating and with cereal during the night he can go anywhere from 6 to 9 hours :) Our boy is growing up so fast it's ridiculous. He's such a chunk! lol

May 12, 2013

Roll over

Dion rolled over for the first time this weekend while at Gamma's house! How exciting! I have to try and get that on video!

May 9, 2013

Gamma time!

Dion is going with his Gamma tomorrow. I know she misses him so much since we started staying at Richard's house 3 weeks ago. I miss him after 1 day not seeing him but it's good for Richard and I to spend some time together :) and it gives us time to film videos! Yay! Haha

May 8, 2013

Omg! Teething is no joke! Dion was super cranky for about 3 hours earlier today. He was just crying and sucking on his hands, complaining and kind of growling. Poor baby. Put orajel on his gums (which he hates and makes him cry more) gave him baby tylenol and was trying everything. When Richard came home from work he finally got him to take his nap. Phew! We're going to go get him some teething essentials tomorrow and hopefully we find something that helps.

I think i'm going to try to film Dion's 3 month update video tomorrow and do a teething video this weekend. Gamma will have him for the weekend so i'll have time to film! Yay! Maybe I can even finally film The boyfriend TAG! Lol

Sleep schedule

I've been trying to work on a schedule for Dion. It's been working pretty good. He wakes up between 6 and 7 goes back to sleep between 7 and 8 until around 12 in the afternoon. He wakes up between 1 and 2 goes back to sleep between 3 and 4 he's up.when daddy gets home around 5. Goes back to sleep at 8. Which is good but then he wakes up at 11 and doesn't go back to sleep until 1 AM!!! UGH! Haha, we're working on it. Not really sure how to change that. I've only been working on it for 3 days now so it'll probably take some time. Can't complain too much because he goes to bed at 1 and doesn't get up until 6 or 7 in the morning. That's amazing and you know what I mean if your a parent. As a newborn he'd wake up every 2-3 hours so 5-7 is AMAZING. haha

April 30, 2013

April 28, 2013

Ah, milestones.

Dion grabbed for his foot yesterday and he suceeded! He was sitting on his daddy's chest and he just went for it. Haha. And today, he was laughing for the first time. Seems like he thinks daddy is funny because Richard was putting his onesie on and he started smiling and when the both of us started laughing he started to too. Our little boy is growing up so fast.

April 22, 2013

Snapback: week 3

So this is week 3 of me working out. I haven't seen much progress so far. My weight goes down and then back up. I'm not expecting real dramtic results until we move into our own place and I can make healthy meals. I need to try harder to eat better. I don't want to diet but I know I have to try to eat healthier when possible. I have been doing wii fit, zumba core and other wii games. Also I go on walks with my family and Richard and I are going to start jogging tomorrow. I am finally doing what I've wanted to for a long time. 3 weeks is the most i've exercised EVER monday through friday. Richard said he's also planning on getting me weights, yoga mats and all the accesories for this to be successful. :) I'm really excited and it feels good to be getting fit.

Besitos & Slobber!

Dion has discovered his hands! Since he's been teething he's been slobbering, licking and eating them. It's his new favorite thing to do. Sometimes he pops his bobo out just to eat them. He also puts his bib in his mouth too and makes kissy noises. It's too cute.

April 16, 2013

Snapback: Week Two

So last week I started exercising. I'm really determined to get into shape. I'm only 5 pounds over my pre pregnancy weight (about 195) but I want to be around 160-170. Dion has definitely motivated me to work out, I want to be able to run after him when he's crawling and then walking. Well..without becoming out of breath haha. I have been doing wii fit, zumba fitness, and Richard,Dion and I have been going for walks which will graduate to runs. I am really excited to look better and feel better. I am ready to work hard!

April 3, 2013

Dion is constantly spitting and throwing up :( he doesn't get upset by it but it happens way too often for it to be normal. 10-12 times a day..He has a doctor's appointment tomorrow so I will definitely ask and see what she says.

Fun facts about Dion:

1. He sleeps with both eyes half open so I never know if he's asleep or awake.
2. He likes to be held upright so he can look around.
3. He smiles the most at Uncle Tj.
4. He looks more like Gamma than he looks like me.
5.He has an innie and an outtie belly button at the same time.

April 2, 2013

Dion has been sleeping great during the day. He sleeps 5 hours at a time :) nights are hit and miss. Sometimes he sleeps good at night too but last night he was the crankiest he's ever been. I hope he gets on a better sleep schedule soon.

March 31, 2013

Dion has been talking so much! Babbling and cooing, it's the cutest thing in the world! Smiling and being happy. It's so fun to see his personality coming to life! :) Love my Baby D!

HAPPY EASTER!


March 29, 2013

I say "Omg. He's so big" at least once everyday. I just can't get over how big he's gotten and that it's been 2 months already! That's insane. Before we know he's going to crawling and then walking and doing all those fun things. Wow! :) I love my big little man!

March 25, 2013

Sicky

Dion is being so cranky :( Richard and I got colds over the weekend and I think he caught it from us. Poor baby. He's sleeping a lot and just wants to be asleep..He's has a lot of dry boogies too-I think he has a stuffy nose and he just wants to be rocked and held. His voice sounds really raspy too. My poor boy, I hate to see him like this. I hope he gets better really soon.

Happy 2 months Baby Dion!


March 20, 2013

Come on, vamanos.

I forgot to tell you! My mom came back last thursday. Yay! I missed her like crazy, I'm glad she's back. I know she missed us & Baby D.

So this week Gamma & I discovered that Dion likes to watch Dora lol He kind of watches thevother baby and kid shows but Dora is the only one he watches for a while. It's too funny to see him laying on his boppy watching Dora, haha.

March 14, 2013

Dion didn't sleep that much today either. He was really cranky and grumpy. He spent most of the morning and afternoon fussing, crying and fighting sleep. He just does not want to sleep! He also just wants to held. He could be fully asleep but once we put him in his playpen he would start to cry.I knew him not sleeping yesterday was going to backfire!


March 13, 2013

No more naps!!

Dion decided he's too cool to sleep. He barely slept all day! I only got one nap in today and every mom knows that's the only way to stay sane after barely sleeping at night. He only slept 3 times during the day but for only like half hour. He just refused to sleep. I know he's going to start staying up more during the day but I think it's a little early for him to not sleep during the day. . He's knocked out now, snoring (loudly might I add lol) he must be exhausted! Poor baby, haha. I told him to go to sheep. (baby voice-- don't judge me) LOL

March 12, 2013

Family Affair! - 3/10/13 - Itsddbabie Vlog



Good boy!

Dion has been doing amazing! YAY! He drinks about 2 ounces, I change him and then he drinks the other 2 ounces. I hold him for like 5 minutes and then while he's dozing off I put him in the playpen. . And he stays asleep for another like 3 hours. He is the best. Letting me sleep! YES! love this boy.

March 8, 2013

I got my period! Ughhh! The good times of not having it are over :( it's super heavy and my cramps and back pain are really bad. Ugh. I hope it gets better next time because this is not fun. Before Dion, my period would of been dying by now but it's heavy as ever. After giving birth women should never have pain again lol..no, but seriously.

Happy Dr. Brown's bottle baby!!

The Doctor Brown's bottles are working! He did really good last night, woke up just to eat and then went pretty much right back to sleeo and tonight the same thing. Yes! Who knew bottles could make such a difference. We are so happy! BABY d seems a lot more comfortable and Mommy & Daddy get to sleep a little bit more. :)

March 5, 2013

Old Love Letters & Baby Pics! - 3/4/13 - Itsddbabie Vlog

Dr. Brown's is a lifesaver!

The past few days Dion has been really upset, fussy and gassy. He wasn't sleeping at night and was starting to get fussy during the day too. It was really unlike him so Richard and I decided to get him some new bottles. My aunt had suggested we try out Dr.Brown bottles. I'd never heard of them but after doing some searching I saw that We went to Target and got a 3 pack.





They seem to be helping. He hasn't been fussy today :) Usually he cries during feedings because he needs to burp and it takes him a long time to burp sometimes. Feedings today, sometimes I just lifted him up and it came right out without any patting. When I did have to tap his back it took only a few pats for him to burp. He seems a lot happier! So glad we found something to help him because he was so uncomfortable. Well see what happens tonight :) Keep you posted! XOXO

February 28, 2013

February 27, 2013

Dion & Titi Jasmine!


Sleep deprivation at it's finest.

I am so tired! This boy kept me up,  last night from 2-4. We've had worse nights but I guess all the other nights are adding up. It's really hard for me not to get upset when he screams and crys for 2 straight hours. I just get overwhelmed sometimes, I'm sure a lot of moms do..that's when I wake up the reinforcements (daddy) lol Then when I can sleep or take naps,I don't get a chance to because theirs things I have to do or that's the only time Richard & I get alone time. Since Gamma left I haven't gotten a little break, I'm dying and it's only been a week. I can't wait to be back with my mom again, I miss her so much & love having her help. I can't wait until he sleeps more during the night!! I hope that comes sooner than later..

Mommy needs some sleep! AHHHH!!

February 25, 2013

April's Babyshower!


We had a really good time at the baby shower yesterday. April is a mutual friend of ours and she is having a baby boy! She's due in March. It was fun, even though we didn't really know any other people besides her we had a good time. Baby D slept pretty much the whole time, he woke up once to eat..Knocked out like 5 minutes later haha. We fed him again before we left and he was out the whole way home. :) He really likes being outside, especially when it's loud. They were blasting house music and he seemed to like that even more. I can't wait to see pictures of baby Zaedyn. I just know the joy of being a new mom so it makes me excited to see other happy mothers. 

February 22, 2013


We finally got the courage to take the camera on an adventure with us :) We went to Babies R Us, and to the mall. Will be up soon! Working on it now. Stay tuned for a look into our lives. 

February 20, 2013

Gamma left after smooching Dion's face like 500 times. Lol

February 19, 2013

We'll miss you.

  Well I think I jinxed it last night because he woke back up at 2 and didn't go back to sleep until 5:30! I was so exhausted! Omg.
  On another note, my mom is leaving for MA tomorrow until the last week of March :( We're planning a big move up there before April. Mom is going up there to get everything settled before she comes and gets us and we all go. Can't wait until then. This next month is going to be hard. My mom has been a major help with baby D. She has been taking him around 11 everyday so I can get some extra sleep. I'm really going to miss her, not just because of the extra help but because she is like my best friend. Always there for me..through it all, especially my pregnancy and the baby. She is the best. The strongest woman I know. Even though this is not the ideal situation I know everything will be alright. It may be rocky at first but I know in the end this is what's best for everyone. WE MISS YOU ALREADY GAMMA! <3 See you on skype everyday until the end of March.

February 18, 2013

Let's see how Dion does tonight. He's been sleeping most of the day and not wanting to go to sleep at night. I tried waking him up earlier, it worked but then he ate & went to sleep again. Haha. He's sleeping now-hopefully he goes to sleep for a while. Well see :)

February 9, 2013

Storm Nemo


So we got 10.4 inches of snow last night. It's not as bad as they said it was going to be. Richard, Dion and I are snowed in because Sandy ( Richard's car-named from the last storm we got haha) won't start. I'm so bored, but at least I have my two boys :) The highlights of my day are kissing my baby boys chubby cheeks and taking naps cuddling with Daddy. Love my two guys. Even though D decided he wanted to take a MASSIVE stinky poopy earlier. EW! lol He almost made Daddy throw up! haha! 
Now that's what I call a storm.

February 8, 2013

I am a happy woman.

I feel so peaceful right now. Both my boys are sound asleep. They are too cute. I am so thankful for my family. 

February 6, 2013

Off day..

I've been feeling lonely lately, especially today. I'm really down. I don't think it has anything to do with the baby. I feel happy about him- just tired from taking care of him. I don't know if it's the hormones or if I'm just having an off day but I just feel sad. I hope I feel better soon.

February 5, 2013

Today went better than expected. Even though I missed Richard like crazy..it wasn't as bad as I thought being alone with Dion all day. It definitely helped that my mom took him when she woke up from 9 to a little before 1. That nap helped, because I was extra tired from taking care of him all night. I really missed him a lot but it went ok :)

NEW VIDEO! Dion's 1 week update!

February 4, 2013

Bringing home the bacon.

'I'm a little sad. Daddy's going back to work for the first time since Dion's been born :( I'm going to miss him. He's been a huge help. I can't even explain my feelings for him since we had the baby. I love him so much and this experience has made our bond closer. I know he had to go back to work eventually but that doesn't make it any less sad for me. I've become really dependent of him, and he's been so supportive and helpful. I know I can do it on my own but in a perfect world I would want him with us all the time..but..I'm sure baby D & I will be fine. Besides,if it gets too I know Gamma will come & get him :) I love our little family. I just hope things can continue the way they have been.

Just call me Mommy..

     Baby Dion is a great baby! Very calm and relaxed, he sleeps most of the day and only really cries when he's hungry or gassy. I love my baby boy. I never knew I could love someone so much. I look at him and I am just so full of pride. Especially when I see him with his daddy. It warms my heart to see my two boys together. Richard is such an amazing father and I can't wait to see them grow together. I hope he's just like him and that they are best friends.
     I am so excited for the future..looking forward to seeing what D's personality is like..And if he keeps all his hair (haha). I cannot wait for the milestones that he will have. He's already growing up so fast :( (sheds a tear lol) He's already trying to hold his head up, roll over and today he held his bottle by himself! What in the world is going on? He's 11 days old! He needs to stop it. Mommy doesn't want her baby to grow.
     I thought that being a mother would be harder. It actually came pretty naturally to me. I feel a lot better than I thought I would,especially after the c-section. Being a mom is amazing and I love it. So far, so good :)

January 31, 2013

Welcome Baby Dion!


Dion Sean Baker 
January 25th 2013
9:09 AM
19 Inches.
6 Lbs.



January 10, 2013

The wrong things are high!

So we went to the hospital tuesday and my blood pressure was a little bit high so they told me to come back on Thursday. So today my mom & I went back. My pressure was good. (phew!) The doctor also checked to see if I was dilated. I wasn't but he said that baby D has his head down but it's still high up. I didn't think him checking me would hurt so bad. Sheesh! So, he said if my pressure stays good then he should come in about 3 weeks, but if it goes high they will probably induce me. Hopefully everything works out for the best. I wish baby D wasn't high! I wish my blood pressure wasn't high! But what am I gonna do..

January 5, 2013

My ribs hurt worse than yesterday! We woke up and went to Walgreens. Richard got me tylenol, pain relieving patches, halls and orange juice. Oh yeah, I woke up and had a cold (like I don't have enough problems.) So we got home..I took the tylenol and he put the pad on my ribs which definitely helped. Then I took a nap and woke up feeling better. About 2 hours later I was in pain again. Now it's to the point where I can't move without it hurting. I couldn't even get out of bed or the car on my own. Tomorrow morning we are going to the e.r. I'm hoping theres something they can do to make it stop hurti.g. My mom was talking to my aunt who had the same pains and they wanted to induce her because he was too big. He was born 9 pounds! So they might want to induce me tomorrow. Oh boyyyy!

January 4, 2013

Rib pain.

Early today my ribs on my right started to hurt. I just kept it moving because occasionally he hangs out right by my ribs which causes me discomfort. Laying here, it's 2 am and the pain is almost unbearable. They feel so sore and almost broken. I looked it up and google says they most likely are bruised :( I have been laying with an ice pack on them but it's not helping. I'm in such pain and it's definitely not him because he's on the left of my belly and there is nothing by where the pain is. I don't know what to do. And Richard is knocked out. I'm not going to get any sleep at all tonight. I really need tylenol. I'm about ready to be done with pregnancy! I just want to feel better :(

January 3, 2013

Pokey elbows & knees.

I actually felt a body part today! Yay! I was laying down & put my hand on my belly and their was something of his poking out. I pushed on it and then I moved it to the left lol and then I put it back. I think it was an elbow or a knee. I tried messing with it again but he moved it. That was really cool. I wish daddy was there to feel that..baby D you gotta do that again when he's there :)

Sleep fail!

I cannot sleep! I went to bed at 11 and woke up at 12 on the dot. I laid here for another half hour trying to fall back asleep. FAIL lol It's 3 in the morning now & I have to be up at like 8 :( I'm just really uncomfortable no matter what position I am in. I tried laying on the opposite side of the bed, sitting, propping pillows under me..nothing helps make me comfortable. I even have a body pillow that is not doing me justice right now. I kind of just gave up. I guess this is that part of pregnancy where you don't get any sleep. I'll be 9 months next week so it's right on schedule. Almost like your body is trying to prepare you for sleepless nights when the baby gets here. I might just have to be nocturnal, because I can nap during the day with no problem. Ahh! What can I do? Any advice? I'm desperate!

January 1, 2013

Dion & I brung in the new year with Richard and his friends. Boy was he kicking up a storm! The music was really loud so he was either shaking his booty because it was his jam lol or mad because it was interrupting his sleep. He was squirming and kicking for the whole night, maybe 4 to 5 hours pretty much straight. Crazy boy!